Diary dari seorang teman seperjuangan yang meninggal di usianya yang ke-36

malam ini aku buka Inbox emailku, ada sebuah email special dari seorang teman yang berupa diari terakhir saudara seperjuanganku yang dipanggil Allah bulan lalu....masih ingatkan postinganku tentang Berita sedih dan berita gembira. salah satuberita sedih yang aku dapat adalah berita meninggalnya Jem, seorang pejuang Syariah yang telah setia memegang Janjinya untuk mengemban dakwah Islam dan dia dipanggil oleh Allah diusianya yang ke-36. Reminder untuk kita semua betapa kematian tidak berkorelasi dengan usia...dan betapa malaikat maut akan datang sewaktu waktu mengambil nyawa kita dari jasad....Semoga Allah menjadikan kita semua mati dalam keadaan Muslim dan dalam iman tertinggi dan husnul khatimah.

Email ini ditulis ulang oleh suami Sister Jem, beliau memohon do'a kepada siapa saja yang membaca email ini dan sungguh doa saudara seiman akan diaminkan oleh malaikat sebagaimana tersebut dalam sebuah hadis:

Dari Shafwan bin Abdullah bahwa dia berkata : Saya tiba di negeri Syam lalu saya menemui Abu Darda' di rumahnya, tetapi saya hanya bertemu dengan UmmuDarda' dan dia berkata : Apakah kamu ingin menunaikan haji tahun ini ? Saya menjawab : Ya. Dia berkata : Doakanlah kebaikan untuk kami karena RasulullahShallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam bersabda."Artinya : Doa seorang muslim untuk saudaranya yang tidak ada di hadapannya terkabulkan dan disaksikan oleh malaikat yang ditugaskan kepadanya, tatkala dia berdoa untuk saudaranya, Maka malaikat yang di tugaskan kepadanya mengucapkan : Amiin da bagimu seperti yang kau doakan".Shafwan berkata : "Lalu saya keluar menuju pasar dan bertemu dengan AbuDarda', beliau juga mengutarakan seperti itu dan dia meriwayatkannya dari Nabi. (Shahih Muslim, kitab Dzikir wa Doa bab FadludDoa Lil Muslimin fiDahril Ghaib 8/86-87)

Isi email.....

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Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatulahi wa Barakatuhu
بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ

Dear Brothers & Sisters,
We were moved and inspired by the last two entries of my wife's diary.We decided to share it with friends, brothers, sisters and the general Muslims. These are words of a true Islamic personality who followed the footsteps of Sumiya (RA), Khadija (RA) and others who strove to
implement the Deen of Allah (swt) & the re-establishment of the Khilafah Rashida.

the entries are concise but it contains full of Imaan, Taqwa, Sabr andHikma. InshaAllah there is a great benefit when we reflect on these words. We should remember these words when we are faced with adversity and difficulty. Allah (swt) says,
فَذَكِّرْ إِن نَّفَعَتِ الذِّكْرَى سَيَذَّكَّرُ مَن يَخْشَى
"Therefore give admonition in case the admonition profits (the hearer). The admonition will be received by those who fear (Allah)" [TMQ Al'Ala: 9-10]

We hope and pray that this message counts as beneficial knowledge from her and it increases her good deeds and rank with Allah (swt).The Prophet PBUH said: "When someone dies, then his good deeds stop except for three: a Sadaqa Jariah (continuous charity), a beneficial knowledge, or a righteous child who prays for him". [Muslim]

I sincerely request you make dua that Allah (swt) forgives her, saves her from the punishment of the grave, Jahannam and grants her the greatest of rewards from His (swt) treasures.
Allahhum maghfir laha, Allahumma thabbitha O Allah! Forgive her. O Allah! Strengthen her.

Allahumma inna Cemaliye Beyzade fi dhimmatika, wa habli jiwaarika, faqiha min fitnaltil qabri, qa adhaban-naari, wa anta ahlul Wafaa'i wal-Haqqi. Faghfir laha warhamha. Innaka antal ghafurur-Raheem

O Allah! Surely Cemaliye Beyzade is under Your protection, and in the rope of Your security, so save him from the trial of the grave and from the punishment of the Fire. You fulfill promises and grant rights, so forgive her and have mercy on her. Surely You are Most Forgiving, Most Merciful.

Allahumma abduka wabnu amtika ahtaaja ila rahmatika wa anta Ghaniyyun an 'adhaabiha in kaanatmuhsinatan fazid fi hasanatiha, wa in kaanat musii'an fata-jaawaz 'anha

O Allah! Your slave, the child of Your slave is in need of Your mercy, and You are not in need of her torment. If she was pious then increase her rewards, and if he was a transgressor then pardon her.
O Allah! We beg you that she be among the Prophets, Truthful, Martyrs, and the Righteous!

وَمَن يُطِعِ اللّهَ وَالرَّسُولَ فَأُوْلَـئِكَ مَعَ الَّذِينَ أَنْعَمَ
اللّهُ عَلَيْهِم مِّنَ النَّبِيِّينَ وَالصِّدِّيقِينَ وَالشُّهَدَاء
وَالصَّالِحِينَ وَحَسُنَ أُولَـئِكَ رَفِيقًا

And whoever obeys Allah and the Messenger, these are with those upon whom Allah has bestowed favors from among the prophets and the truthful and the martyrs and the good, and a goodly company are they! [TMQ:4:69]

Ameen!
Your brother,
Ferdeous (sister Jem's husband)
6th Feb. 08

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The last two entries from my wife's diary - Cemaliye 'Jem' Beyzade – Umm Hakim.

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيمِ

27th Nov 08
My dear sister Ruksanah has given me this book [diary], so that I can write my thoughts, feelings or poetry. Between you and me I am not really good at expressing myself through writing and as far as poetry goes, well I'm not quite sure about that! – ha, ha, hee, hee.

Anyway let me see what comes out as I sit here [hospital] & think about what's been going on. I've got cancer. What does this mean? To most when you say cancer they think DEATH. But by the Mercy of Allah (swt) this thought is not consuming me. Allah (swt) is the one who gives & takes life and this disease is not going to rob me of any time in the Duniya. How many times have we given talks or written things about this?

To realise that these concepts are not theory is very important. It is what makes a Muslimah who they are & how we cope. They [concepts] tie us close to Allah (swt) and bring comfort to our hearts. So cancer, leukemia, flu or cold, flying in a plane, getting in a car or simply going to sleep at night makes no difference to me in terms of death. None of these things cause your death. It is Allah (swt) that controls this.

So what do I think?
To be honest I don't really think about it [cancer] too much. I have been pretty much carrying on like normal dealings with today, today's pains and today's problem's. Melek (my dearest Melek) asked me yesterday how I deal with the pain. I laughed and told her I take the drugs. This really made me think about my brothers and sisters around the world , in Iraq, Afghanistan, Palestine, Pakistan, etc. That simply don't have these drugs. Not only don't they have them [drugs], they don't have a medical team or a hospital bed for that matter. How blessed we are! Subhannah Allah! We got all of it. The consultant who is going to work on my liver is a partner to the queen's surgeon.! But what of my sisters, the Fathimas', the Ayshas' that scream in pain or just rock back and forth. I think of them and tears come to my eyes. I want to see the coming of the Khilafah. The lifting of this oppression so badly.

How blessed are we? By the mercy of Allah (swt) I get through the pain, I pray the duas that are there to relief them. I drink my Zam Zam [water] and pray "O Allah! You are the curer, the healer, and the reliever of pain, so cure me, heal me and relieve my pain."

1st Dec 08
They are going to let me go home today InshaAllah. I am really looking forward to it. It is quite funny I have lived off a few things in a cupboard and some stuff on a table for about six weeks. [In hospital] Just goes to show all we need some food, clothes and shelter.
I just wanted to write a bit about the overwhelming support I have had from my sisters who love me for the sake of Allah (swt) and the brothers that pray for me and show support to Ferdeous. How fortunate am I, SubhanaAllah! I feel so blessed, so many people are making dua for me, may they all go to Jannatul Ferdoeus., their sins be forgiven and their personal duas be answered. I love them all for the sake of Allah (swt). It reminds me of the hadith where two people love each other without having any family ties, purely for the sake of Allah
(swt) [see footnote] . InshaAllah, we fall into this category .

I think about people who are alone and go through the same thing and also about myself. What if I wasn't practicing [Islam] with so many sisters and brothers like I have now. Who would have been there for me? Who would be praying for me? We are so blessed. Allah (swt) is really taking care of me.

[Cemaliye 'Jem' Beyzade, Umm Hakim. Age 36, d. 28 Muharram 1430 AH /
26 January, 2009]
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[1] She was referring to the following hadith:
قَالَ النَّبِيُّ ‏ ‏صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ ‏ ‏إِنَّ مِنْ
عِبَاِ اللَّهِ لَأُنَاسًا مَا هُمْ بِأَنْبِيَاءَ وَلَا شُهَدَاءَ ‏
‏يَغْبِطُهُمْ ‏ ‏الْأَنْبِيَاءُ وَالشُّهَدَاءُ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ
بِمَكَانِهِمْ مِنْ اللَّهِ تَعَالَى قَالُوا يَا رَسُولَ اللَّهِ
تُخْبِرُنَا مَنْ هُمْ قَالَ هُمْ قَوْمٌ تَحَابُّوا بِرُوحِ اللَّهِ
عَلَى غَيْرِ ‏ ‏أَرْحَامٍ ‏ ‏بَيْنَهُمْ وَلَا أَمْوَالٍ
يَتَعَاطَوْنَهَا فَوَاللَّهِ إِنَّ وُجُوهَهُمْ لَنُورٌ وَإِنَّهُمْ
عَلَى نُورٍ لَا يَخَافُونَ إِذَا خَافَ النَّاسُ وَلَا يَحْزَنُونَ
إِذَا حَزِنَ النَّاسُ وَقَرَأَ هَذِهِ الْآيَةَ ‏
أَلَا إِنَّ أَوْلِيَاءَ اللَّهِ لَا خَوْفٌ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلَا هُمْ
يَحْزَنُونَ ‏
"Among Allah's servants are people who are neither prophets nor martyrs, but whom the prophets and martyrs will deem fortunate because of their high status with Allah." The Companions asked, "O Messenger of Allah! Inform us of who they are." The Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) told them that they are people who loved each other for Allah's sake, even without being related to one another or being tied to one another by the exchange of wealth. The Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) went on to describe their great reward on the Day of Resurrection: "By Allah, their faces will be luminous and they
will be upon light. They will feel no fear when the people will be feeling fear, and they will feel no grief when the people will be grieving." Then he (peace and blessings be upon him) read the verse: [Behold! verily on the friends of Allah there is no fear, nor shall they grieve] (Yunus 10:62). (Abu Dawud)